12.21.06

I will not lose!

Posted in at 3:24 pm by queent

Once again, work is seriously “taking me there”. I would be lying if I didn’t say that some days I feel like they are trying to push me off the cliff. The funny thing is they may have succeeded with this last attempt…with someone else that is. Not with me. They.don’t.know.me!

I will make the prettiest mountain out of the ugliest molehill you ever sit me on top of. I make things happen. And this will be no exception. Whatever the outcome some very difficult, life changing decisions are going to have to be made. Some people are making it harder on me than it has to be, but I’m not letting that person deter me either. But the decisions will be made, and they will be the best decisions for all parties involved….at least the parties for which I am responsible for anyway.

I know I’m being very cryptic. I think I’ve said before how fast things here at work change sometimes, so as usual there no point in my posting details now when I know that specifics will change over the next few weeks. All I know is they seem to have pretty much come at me with the big guns this time around. I had scramble around for a moment, but I found my bullet proof S and its strapped on extra tight now.

I told ya’ll I was Superwoman!

12.12.06

The little things

Posted in at 9:14 pm by queent

A good night for me consists of:

 

  • Finding the template I need to do version control to rock this assignment for work and flip it into something bigger (so I can show off a lil bit finally…lol)
  • Being indifferent to the one who hates my indifference
  • Devising a consequence for the boy that is almost guaranteed to work
  • Listening to a CD that is unexpectedly really good
  • Finding out that my car repairs will resolve an ongoing issue its been having
  • Enjoying the fact that I don’t have to go home again (I mean I just saw you people) and planning to surprise the boy with his GMommy coming for Christmas since we cant go now

Hey some days I have to find joy wherever I can …lol

12.06.06

Apologies

Posted in at 7:49 pm by queent

I lost all comments from the blogsome blog posts in this move.  I feel bad because everyone’s comments are important to me.  So I feel an apology is in order. *HUGS*

A healthy drug of choice

Posted in at 12:33 am by queent

Writing is becoming a drug for me. I don’t know how or when it happened but I think I’ve become addicted. Every night I watch my shows on tv, I may talk on the phone a little bit, and then what? I feel incomplete if I don’t write something. Some of it I write to be read. Some of it I write knowing I’ll never publish it anywhere. I’m overly critical about some of it, but that’s just me.

I wonder if this is the beginning of something new for me, for my writing. Maybe it’s about to evolve? I’ve been saying to myself for about a year now that I want to write a book of short stories. Maybe with a new year, a new style of writing will emerge from me. I guess I can’t blog forever, huh?

12.05.06

Stolen moments

Posted in at 4:33 pm by queent

Even my mama has called me out.  I need a vacation.  A real one.  Away from family and obligations and work and anything remotely stressful.  This upcoming weekend is the last ‘free’ weekend I have before the holidays.  I’d like to try and find away to escape, but honestly I need to shop and do some holiday *ish.  I think I’m going to set a goal to go away for my birthday.

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